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Additional Attire
For all in the mire
a-Bedrock a-wristwatch
For Flintstones and hemlock
Socratic and static
It’s always erratic
a-fishbone a-wishbone
Divide up the Friction
Bash in the blubber
N’ Look up your lover
a-greetin’ a-meetin’
N’ Slumber till your sleepin’
Heat up the tree-nuts
And just put your feet up
a-feelin’ a-dealin’
It’s all above the ceilin’
The ceiling's above your floor yea
The ceiling's above your floor
It's above your floor
Sweep up the sawdust
N’ Cut off the bread crust
A-Salam a-Sadam
Refusing the romcom
Soak in the scenery
Gobble up the greenery
a-tastin’ a-Haitian
Without authentication
Assist the Alarm
A Farewell a-to Arms
a-stifle the rifle
The Doomsday disciple
A T-Rex of Kleenex
Stretch out the V-neck
It’s boring a-roarin’
I’m itchin’ for endorphins
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Vanilla
02:29
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Two-day briefs
And morning breath teeth
Meets the boy buried in bed sheets
Afternoon gloom
From midday till moon
Shrunken world innnn this strangers bedroom
Lust for life
Latched off in sight
Silent search for annnn in visible right
Maudlin grays
And masks of masche
Slipping songs tucked realll far away
Vanilla smiles
Listerine lips
From a cup no longer sipped
Vanilla eyes
Minty grip
From a breath from which I drift
Murmurs spoken
In a language broken
Expressed in a bit of one-hit emotion
Kafka creature
Loss of feature
Created cold in a chemical beaker
Itchin’ for endorphins
In a world of fortune
Not long ago bitting off my own very portion
Wallow for three
Book spines and tea
Never will they be hollow memories
Vanilla smiles
Listerine lips
From a cup no longer sipped
Vanilla eyes
Minty grip
From a breath from which I drift
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SOSRI
04:28
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S-O-S-R-I
When the serotonin’s let you down
And life is summarized as one steady frown
Be sure to leave a tip for your neurons to transmit
Cause minimum wage doesn’t feed the babies
Raging for a sippy-cup of brain juice
To feel loose and alive and not crazy
Scatterbrained platter’s plain with multigrain
The blame game arraigned in the same vein
As a mainframe maintained in mayonnaise
I manage to famish the maritime cabanas
Bananas for the canna so bus me off now
Who canya trust amongst the legions of us now
Besides what hides inside the crust now
Allegiance to demons shape-shifts the very meaning
Of self-cleaning nah it’s self-demeaning self-defeating a la
Greenery hoorahs assumin’ Ima the Allah
Of the kush kabbalah can’t swallah
The burning bush without an ambush of mancala
Marbles pushed by the rula of my oblong medulla
Gotta coola chock fulla Shaka Zulah manurah
Low IQ’s enthused with hulla-hooping to
The shit that this burnt fuse spurts and spews
A-Curfews a-laced in hues of perpetual blues
Unlaced shoes that make the fakest-a moves
Towards them open doors of normalcy
Normal will I ever be? Or has the gluttonyyyy
Of inactivity permanently gutted me?
Shuttered me cluttered me covered me in rubber sheets
A mellow tree with yellow leaves can’t help but bellow grief
As we wonder why the willow won’t cease to cry and weep
Lo and behold as lows unfold on this sloppy joe
His soul cold without a cup full of himself
The shelf life of his health depending on sending away the never-ending/self-reckoning dealt
Sacrificial idling inciting
A schism of any optimism yea
Make way for medicinal systems
And kiss goodbye the fluorescent skies
Dug the drugs up from the trash of love
Push comes now shove from the up above
Shower steaming amid the screaming
Life’s whole meaning contained in dreaming
Crippled callings fate finally falling
Cascade down on the skeleton crawling
Laptop daze for millions of days
Bite the hand under which I raised
Fuck everything
Fuck everything
Fuck everything
Fuck everything now
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Smokescreen
02:58
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Sunbeams in no way
Lack a daisy days
Another flower thrown away
Aboard a gravy train
Life’s full of lemons
To squeeze out the pain
Too bad the allergies
Acidify my brain
Otherwise I’d be breaking the green
Into tiny pieces fitting the seam
Rowing my boat down the stream
Hiding out behind the smoke screen
Smoke screen the smoke seems
As velvety as daydreams
Behind bleachers we gleam
In front of teachers we preen
Confidence is only sent
When the laws are forever bent
Happiness is my only friend
Besides everything that had to end
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Capital C
03:13
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Snuggle up to the cup and let’s snuff any scary stuff
Roll down the cuffs and let difficulty crumple up into fluff
Faulty fate awaits in placating problems that often offer
Other modes of meaning… yet it’s seeming life’s much softer
When conflict is comic book craziness
Baby kisses
From mommas and mammas and misses
Planting lipstick ellipses
Gas tank and oil full with cash and toil
Stolen from the consensual parental spoilin'
I’m a hole in the pocket of my dads levis
Jeez guys, wonder why I give free rides and cheese fries
Holding up the gravy train with pillow sacs and baby brains
Super soaker state of place with chocolate stains all on my face
Yea, I’m a financial invalid
I’ll blow that lid off
Indolent or insolent
Doesn’t matter when I rip off
Responsibility futility in my abilities
Amiability high when I’m sucking up utilities
Utility utility econ mobility
Question the lessons that this all instills in me
Count the bucks up and count up the blessings
Left second guessing what I’m really possessing
Snuggle up to the cup and let’s call out the bidless bluff
Roll down the cuffs and let hardship crinkle down into dust
Feel up the elephant’s tusk
Until the elephant must
Retreat on four feet miles deep back into its elephant husk
Boat be buoyant sucking up the soylent of seasonal employment
Simple enjoyment supplied by thy nepotic appointments
Course of loyalty is toll-free
Honestly feels like royalty
This jobless obelisk operates joyfully
When dollars descend from the purse end to his person
Leaves his friends a-cursin, he’s a-certain they hurtin
In the buckskin county man I got the bounty
Of a raunchy Shawnee who sliced up seven Mounties
Round de round around on this mountain I’m mountin’
Sweet sweet sounds of pounds dropped down in a wishing well fountain
Of fortunate fortune a real life distortion
Capital C contortion, Capital A abortion
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Supposed to do this last year
Suppose life just got in the way
Work on things tomorrow morning
Said your boyfriend every other day
Months and months went by
And you questioned if he tried
Would emotion overtake
This soul who's known to break?
And I'll tell ya
It's not knocked me off the horse yet
And I'm willing to bet it won't come close
Won't come close to me
Because I'm already a casualty
I'm not stuck in the mire
And I'm willing to fire off four shots
Four shots for you
Because you happen to expose the truth
Lap dance turned to unlikely romance
One glance at the default tripped me into a trance
Man
What chance do I even have with this
Fabulous mystery chick?
With fingertips that drip with seductive hypnotics
Roomie looking for a fix of magic narcotic
I got it
I thought it ease me in if I just brought it
Up to her insert a word and really maneuver
Suck up the tincture and front the extrovert caricature
Married to who? Married to her
Mary could care less about what occurs
Mary can very well bury the dirt
That we all must dig up before we can convert to ourselves
Hell I thought the sobriety threw me into that cell
Well I guess my progress was a horse on a carousel
And there you were right behind me the whole time
Trailing with a smile that could liquefy indifference with style and ease
You follow the colt in front of you as he blazes a dizzying path forward
His slender legs pumping; you can’t help but be drawn in by his passion play
Exuding wild abandon, he tells you of whimsical dreams
Visions of the future that thrill the two of you to no end
Soon, however, the scenery takes on familiar tones
You realize that you’ve both been traveling in circles
The colt knows but he can’t straighten out
Terrified, you hop off and watch as he spirals out of control
He can’t see what’s in front of him as his muscles atrophy into dust
(Bandanna woman
I’ll take your hand always
You are the work of dreams
I will stay however long it takes
O bandanna woman do the same for me)
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Green Grass (Take 13)
02:50
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How do I create without catastrophe
Who am I to insist it's even after me
My windows have sparkled for weeks
With the smell of saplings coming from my bed sheets
My earlobe a plaything for some
Never drink because my saliva is rum
Feels too good to be alive
Can count the times I've worked 9 to 5
On one hand I'm in love with a single
On the other I watch my hands mingle
There's comfort there in the past
But I look around and all i see is green grass
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